My head is lost in school. Everyday I have the dilemma, Java or Biotech? Java or Biotech? Which homework should I finish first? Which test should I study for? It became difficult to separate my time between my two classes. But slowly I found my rhythm.
The days continue to be long: waking up early, coming back late. But I would have mini-uplifting moments that were my favorite part of the day. Getting in the car heading home, rejoining the others back home, DINNER. I would savor the moments I had that I wasn’t working or thinking about school. I realized that I found happiness in each one of my peers, my family:
One is always singing, going hard at the lyrics, making it impossible for me not to smile.
One is always doing this strange form of the whip, making me laugh every time.
One says random things, making the conversation, light-hearted and hilarious, all of laughing, grasping for air.
One is kind and benevolent (all of them are), easy to talk to my day about, easy to relate with.
One is very fun to tease and have serious conversation with, a person who understands, my buddy.
One is someone I can always trust, who loves to live life freely and happily, who I aim to be like: ALL DAY ALL DAY!
I have formed connections with each and everyone. My new family.